Saturday, June 13, 2009
Bossip.com posted and exclusive with Ray J's most recent freak of the week or love interest per his contract on FOR THE LOVE OF RAY J. Here's exactly how and why ish popped off the way it did.
My whole experience with Ray J was an emotional roller coaster. I knew that going into the show to date him would be a challenge but what I didn’t expect was to fall for him as hard as I did.
I had my doubts about finding love on a reality show, but you would have to be in my shoes and go through the situations, intimate conversations, and having production drill Love, Love, Love into your head everyday really to understand the mind trip it takes you on.
Aside from Ray’s looks and success he is a truly amazing person. Although he tends to have that “Hollywood bad boy” swag, he is very down to earth, giving, considerate, kind, and funny. Simply put, he stole my heart.
Just like any other relationship we took it day by day. We would hang out, have fun, laugh, share stories, and watch TV. Over time as we got to know each other more and more he would tell me things and often times they would hurt my feelings. I guess the brutal truth about him not being exclusive with me and still “hooking up” with girls made me realize that it wasn’t going to work. I hate feeling like I failed and let’s be real no woman likes to quit a relationship so I tried to stick it out. I wanted to be his only one not just his number one.
After awhile Ray eventually realized that I was truly genuine and sat me down to tell me that we were not going to work out. Then the Season 2 bomb was dropped on me. What makes me mad is that I asked him if there was going to be a season 2 and he lied to my face. He sweet talked me both times I asked. Aside from that, the breaking point was when we went on tour. He didn’t come back to the room at night and I heard the whispers about him being in other rooms with girls. It made me mad because he knew he could be honest with me but he chose not to be. At this point, I emotionally checked out.
I want to make it clear that I did not go on this show looking for fame. Those who know me know I live a pretty great life. When you go on a reality show it doesn’t matter what your intentions are because other people’s expectations take over and you just have to go with it. I am blessed that this show has opened up doors for me that weren’t there before and I plan on taking advantage of them for sure.
So thank you to the Bossip.com readers for checking this out. Bossip is by far my favorite source for updates and what’s new and hot. I don’t read anything else.
P.S. I have no problem with Tila Tequila. I honestly don’t know what her problem with me is but I don’t have one with her. If she wants to call me names, talk shit about me and be all “bad ass” on the internet that’s her right but I have more class than that. I think she’s great.
Well Love Muffins according to every media source in the world via the World Wide Web, its been made official. Usher has filed for a divorce. First Kelis and Nas now Usher and Tameka. I guess putting a ring on it ain't what it used to be or should be. I do have any thing slick, sly, fly, or foxy to say publicly, but if I happen to think of something I'll be back or stalk my Twitter. I'll be praying for everyone involved! Amen!
Here's the low low according to UPI.com. ATLANTA, June 13 (UPI) -- Documents filed in Fulton County, Ga., indicate R&B
TMZ.com said the "Here I Stand" singer filed papers seeking a divorce from his wife, whose full name is Tameka Foster Raymond, and an initial hearing on the matter has been scheduled for July 15.
E! Online said the divorce filings come months after Raymond gave birth to the couple's second son, Naviyd Ely, in December. The couple also has an 18-month-old son, Usher V.
The Fulton County Superior Court filing also comes in the wake of Raymond's hospitalization with life-threatening conditions in February brought about by a liposuction procedure she underwent in Brazil.
Usher, whose complete name is Usher Raymond IV, is known best for hits like "Confessions Part II," "Burn" and "Yeah!"
Well tootle lou to you too!!!! The gossip and rumors have been floating through the air this week similar to a Trey Songz remix!!! Well damn, damn, and triple damn cause we all know Trey is going HAM on the remixes!!!! Well Muffins let's get right to it then. Pow! The beautiful and classy Lauren London recently- as in a few days go discovered her soon to be baby's daddy AKA Lil Wayne is also soon to be somebody else's baby daddy. Well huh??? I know right! Well according to Freddyo.com here's the 411 and 911. Where is Frankie when you need her cause it is a code 10 and man down situation! KABOOM!
Let's keep Lauren in our prayers because no one deserves this foolishness.**Sigh** She has such a positive and posh spirit via Twitter.