Ray J: Still Playing Games! Cocktail Speaks!

Bossip.com posted and exclusive with Ray J's most recent freak of the week or love interest per his contract on FOR THE LOVE OF RAY J. Here's exactly how and why ish popped off the way it did.

My whole experience with Ray J was an emotional roller coaster. I knew that going into the show to date him would be a challenge but what I didn’t expect was to fall for him as hard as I did.

I had my doubts about finding love on a reality show, but you would have to be in my shoes and go through the situations, intimate conversations, and having production drill Love, Love, Love into your head everyday really to understand the mind trip it takes you on.

Aside from Ray’s looks and success he is a truly amazing person. Although he tends to have that “Hollywood bad boy” swag, he is very down to earth, giving, considerate, kind, and funny. Simply put, he stole my heart.

Just like any other relationship we took it day by day. We would hang out, have fun, laugh, share stories, and watch TV. Over time as we got to know each other more and more he would tell me things and often times they would hurt my feelings. I guess the brutal truth about him not being exclusive with me and still “hooking up” with girls made me realize that it wasn’t going to work. I hate feeling like I failed and let’s be real no woman likes to quit a relationship so I tried to stick it out. I wanted to be his only one not just his number one.

After awhile Ray eventually realized that I was truly genuine and sat me down to tell me that we were not going to work out. Then the Season 2 bomb was dropped on me. What makes me mad is that I asked him if there was going to be a season 2 and he lied to my face. He sweet talked me both times I asked. Aside from that, the breaking point was when we went on tour. He didn’t come back to the room at night and I heard the whispers about him being in other rooms with girls. It made me mad because he knew he could be honest with me but he chose not to be. At this point, I emotionally checked out.

I want to make it clear that I did not go on this show looking for fame. Those who know me know I live a pretty great life. When you go on a reality show it doesn’t matter what your intentions are because other people’s expectations take over and you just have to go with it. I am blessed that this show has opened up doors for me that weren’t there before and I plan on taking advantage of them for sure.

So thank you to the Bossip.com readers for checking this out. Bossip is by far my favorite source for updates and what’s new and hot. I don’t read anything else.

P.S. I have no problem with Tila Tequila. I honestly don’t know what her problem with me is but I don’t have one with her. If she wants to call me names, talk shit about me and be all “bad ass” on the internet that’s her right but I have more class than that. I think she’s great.

xoxo,

Cocktail

USHER: Files For Divorce

Well Love Muffins according to every media source in the world via the World Wide Web, its been made official. Usher has filed for a divorce. First Kelis and Nas now Usher and Tameka. I guess putting a ring on it ain't what it used to be or should be. I do have any thing slick, sly, fly, or foxy to say publicly, but if I happen to think of something I'll be back or stalk my Twitter. I'll be praying for everyone involved! Amen!

Here's the low low according to UPI.com. ATLANTA, June 13 (UPI) -- Documents filed in Fulton County, Ga., indicate R&B singer

Usher is seeking a divorce from his wife, Tameka, who he married in August 2007.

TMZ.com said the "Here I Stand" singer filed papers seeking a divorce from his wife, whose full name is Tameka Foster Raymond, and an initial hearing on the matter has been scheduled for July 15.

E! Online said the divorce filings come months after Raymond gave birth to the couple's second son, Naviyd Ely, in December. The couple also has an 18-month-old son, Usher V.

The Fulton County Superior Court filing also comes in the wake of Raymond's hospitalization with life-threatening conditions in February brought about by a liposuction procedure she underwent in Brazil.

Usher, whose complete name is Usher Raymond IV, is known best for hits like "Confessions Part II," "Burn" and "Yeah!"

Lauren London: Discovers Nivea Preggers Too!!!

Well tootle lou to you too!!!! The gossip and rumors have been floating through the air this week similar to a Trey Songz remix!!! Well damn, damn, and triple damn cause we all know Trey is going HAM on the remixes!!!! Well Muffins let's get right to it then. Pow! The beautiful and classy Lauren London recently- as in a few days go discovered her soon to be baby's daddy AKA Lil Wayne is also soon to be somebody else's baby daddy. Well huh??? I know right! Well according to Freddyo.com here's the 411 and 911. Where is Frankie when you need her cause it is a code 10 and man down situation! KABOOM!

I was told yesterday Lauren London was at lost for words today after finding out that her baby daddy was expecting another child yesterday. Lauren who is almost 6 months pregnant didn’t know anything about Nivea pregnancy, and found out via Mediatakeout.com (go figure) and was outraged. Like every other star these days, she took to her Twitter page to express how she felt. But after speaking to a family friend left the topic alone. She then decided to spend the day with her family and close friends. Lauren told her friends that she is worried if her career is over as a result of these issues. As we all know Lauren is on the pinnacle of Black Hollywood as the face of Sean John and reoccurring role in the remake of Beverly Hills 90210 on the CW. A reliable source stated that Wayne doesn’t want anything to do with Lauren.

Today Nivea called Ryan Cameron’s and confirmed that she is indeed pregnant with a boy. In fact, both of them are pregnant with Wayne’s sons. This is a really bad situation, considering that she is knocked up and the baby daddy is in love with someone else. Lauren London can have any man in the world but she chooses to get with an engaged man… Is the recession effecting men too!!!! This makes Wayne about 4 babies up and 4 baby mamas down. I guess it is true about Wayne ” He can f*&^k any girl in this world”.

Let's keep Lauren in our prayers because no one deserves this foolishness.**Sigh** She has such a positive and posh spirit via Twitter.

JoJo Simmons of Run's House Arrested For *WEED*

Per TMZ.com, Law enforcement

sources tell TMZ the 19-year old was seen allegedly buying the marijuana and rolling a joint while sitting in a car on Manhattan's Upper West Side. We're told he tried to get away by throwing his car into reverse, and nearly backed into the officer's car.

Simmons Jr, known as JoJo on the MTV reality show "Run's House", was also booked for resisting arrest, attempted reckless endangerment, and criminal use of drug paraphenalia.

Rihanna: Nekkid Picture Scandal

Nude photos of Rihanna, or what is supposedly Rihanna, are floating around the web.

Seven pictures being hosted by imagehaven.com show various body parts, including two close ups of what is clearly Rihanna's face and a third photo of Rihanna head-to-knee reflected in a bathroom mirror with a message of "I love you" scrawled on it.

All seven shots seem to be self taken in the same white bathroom and bedroom area.

The four shots that do not include Rihanna's head in them include two of a bare bottom as seen reflected in a mirror, one of a dark lacquer-nailed hand squeezing a bottom and a photo of an undressed torso from a reflection in a mirror. One breast is pierced and pink Nike towel is flung over a shoulder hiding the other.

Rihanna has been in New York all week, starting with Monday's Vogue-sponsored Met gala, in her first public appearances since the Grammy-eve fracas with then-boyfriend Chris Brown.

Story via Huffingtonpost.com

As far as I am concerned so what if she did take the pictures?! There are soooo many folks blaming Chris Brown or his camp for the pictures being leaked...not real sure what the big damn deal is-really I don't. I only posted one picture from the seven in question. The others are floating around, however I won't be posting them and yes, I have seen all of them**sigh**pow pow! I'm about to catch the Lakers and Houston game I gotta go! ****rolling my eyes****

T.I. Pushes Pause on Alfamega 4 Snitching

According to vh1.com, T.I. has banished Alfamega from the Grand Hustle Records family. Alfamega was scandalized earlier this week when the SmokingGun.com published a report and purported legal documents saying that Mega was an informant for the drug enforcement administration during a trial on a heroin trafficker.

The allegations obviously didn't sit well with T.I., who himself is going to jail because one of his bodyguards decided to work with the authorities in Tip's well-publicized 2007 gun-buying sting. The Grand Hustle CEO's voice was heard loud and clear as he read a statement on Atlanta's 107.9, according to MissInfo.tv.

"Even though all our artists and employees are asked by us to be honest and open about their past history, at no time did Alfa disclose to me or Grand Hustle what has now appeared in the media," Tip said in the statement. "He essentially deceived us by failing to fully disclose the truth about his past, and there is no place in our organization for dishonest and misleading behavior. As I have always said, you must take responsibility for your own actions. We at Grand Hustle can not support or condone the blaming of others for our own mistakes. I hope and pray to God, bless his savings plans, but I don't foresee me or my company playing a role in his personal or professional business."

Beyonce~ Glamour Magazine UK June

Beyonce graces the cover of Glamour Magazine UK June 2009 issue- here are a few pictures:)